morning post

urghh...im so tired.... its tuesday, 17 june. i wanna go to relative's house so bad. i hate staying at hostel. the food sucks, no entertainment, the weather is so hot bleblablabla. i miss yang yi....sob sob...if you cant stand me bombard you on how pity i am then close stop seeing this post...lol....

its been 10 days since i left the camp. im very thankful that i managed to go even though i got exam last time. it enlightened me so much. ive become more focus and clean. normally everyday ill conduct smoke puja in the evening to make myself clean. thanks to it now i don even care when people badmouth about me. how does it so? i dont even know myself. my inner fire wouldnt even dare to flare...wakakaka. whatever it is, my point is, if people offended you, just imagine that he or she talking to another person. it doesnt matter, he or she will be tired if you ignore them. plus, you wont feel guilty, its not you whom talk bad aite....ahahaha.... just stay pure, im very sure the one above will guide you if you believe on them:)

fuuh.....2 more days to go and im off!!! yeay

1 more week to spread my wings! to leave to paradise, to free my soul and to be loved!

我要飞向青天

天上有我的家

不想留恋蠢间啊

烦脑都要清除 

快快要快不能慢 

大家都在等

今世不走待何时

我要跑得快

a wiseman told me, when u finalize your decision, 

stick with it even if u hate it.

 even if your boss screw you badly, even if you're being paid pathetically, 

it's not about the money, it's about the journey.

 be realistic, not idealistic

PERFECTION

is the state of free as possible from flaws

the missing piece of the puzzle that is my life

she is perfection coz she is perfect

however much i need this to be real 

its not

i know coz nothing was what it was

with every touch i felt deeper

but in the end it hurts

that much more

the for was mesmerizing

afraid that she would disappear

to sit back and wait for perfection as madness

to insanity

and i'm clearly not the insane type

Petrol Naik 78sen

Everything exp noW! teh o ice, roti canai blablabla....double price....KL IS GETTING METRO!

Cradle me I'll cradle you 

I'll win your heart with a wit woo 

pulling shapes just for your eyes 

so where do we place kisses and lines 

I'll be yours and you'll be ...?

Lay with me, I'll lay with you 

we'll do the things that lovers do 

put the stars in our eyes 

and with heart shaped bruises 

and late night kisses 

devine 

VFS scholarship entry

THIS IS CRAZY! Im Jealous!