drama

Oh why do i always have to be so stressed when it comes to end of the sem where all the excitement in my blood starting to boil. fashion week is coming and ive no idea what to wear....haiz... then another dilemma came to my already dramatic enough life as a 20 year old. some girl just got no shame at all, the face is thicker than crocodile skin, worse the thickness aint cover her ugly heart. next time if you want to insult or try to play your little princess life, try to look around, how ppl help your family raise you. do not expect people to see you as somewhat queen elizabeth just because u were engaged to some billionaire, no... millionaire.... of coz u can be proud for buying those branded whatsoever, but have u ever think how can those material enhance your 'BEAUTIES'? 

Haiz.... its true that money can make us blind, but seriously, ive never seen such cases like you.... i just cant stand that u insult ppl that had help your entire life to at least a little bit comfortable or should i say you dont even realize it cause what you care is whether u got more stretch mark than other people do... who cares really... you are not pretty after all.... ugly inside too... makes me wanna puke.... 

haiz.... i pity you... pity myself for seeing you.... its too late for a change.... its who you are.

God knows i know ... 

sorry...

What if theres always cup in the sink?

what if im not what you think i am?

what if i fall further than you? what if you dream of somebody new?

well what if i do?

im giving up on making passes

im giving up on half empty glasses and im giving up on greener grasses

im giving up on ... you

Prayer

Oh god, i got long way to go

i've not seen by the foe no more

i'm gonna throw it away crushing on a rock

so i can live my life

am i going crazy

find it hard to make it rite

i know i've been a pain lately

that i failed on every test

oh god what are we seeing here

life changed tsk 

there's no way to go

somewhere we get lost and cant be saved

what's that's gone it cant be found

i thought u keep me warm

but i was sure i was wrong

things changed

we all remember the bed time stories of our childhood

once upon a time

fairy tales, the stuff of dreams 

the problem is fairy tales don come true

its the other stories the one that comes with a dark and stormy nights and ends with the unspeakable

its the nightmare that always seems to become reality

once upon a time happily ever after

the strories we tell are the stuff of dreams

fairy tales don come true

reality is much stormy

much murkier

much scarier

reality is much more interesting than living hapily ever after

i love sitting near the lake in front of my house

new house, new place, new heaven

快 正 世

乐 法 见

的 的 的

时 快 快

候 乐 乐

不 不 容

要 易 易

忘 得 得

了 到 到

寻  ， ，

找 但 也

心 永 容

里 久 易

的 亨 失

智 用 去

慧  。 。

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