Monday, November 17, 2008
drama
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
sorry...
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Prayer
Sunday, September 28, 2008
we all remember the bed time stories of our childhood
once upon a time
fairy tales, the stuff of dreams
the problem is fairy tales don come true
its the other stories the one that comes with a dark and stormy nights and ends with the unspeakable
its the nightmare that always seems to become reality
once upon a time happily ever after
the strories we tell are the stuff of dreams
fairy tales don come true
reality is much stormy
much murkier
much scarier
reality is much more interesting than living hapily ever after
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
taken from peter cincotti's goodbye philadelphia
Just like Philadelphia
Freedom means a lot to me
In between the place I’ve been
And where I’m goin’
I can see America
Tryin’ not to show her age
Even thought the winds have changed
Keep on blowin’
And I would lay your body down and rock your tears away
But it’s much too late for now to be like yesterday
And the time is running out and we still have to say
Goodbye
Remember Philadelphia
When the world was young and warm
So in love and living for
Everything new
But I know Philadelphia
The winter wind will slowly take
Your heart and soul until it makes
Nothing of you
Flash a peace sign take a bow
Though we may not know it now
Things are never gonna be the same
Here on Seventh Avenue
I tip my old top hat to you
I hope you find somebody who
Will love you like I do
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye Philadelphia
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Pasrah
thoughts
X: you have to be rich so that people will not look down at you. i told my husband the same thing everyday.
Me: Why do you scared people look down at you? are you ashame he is more rich or you just hate the fact that he look down on you?
X:...
X:why are you so lack of selfness? if you think you make money for your pride, are you happy with the money? of coz money talks. but, what makes the difference, after you get rich, you'll look down at him. its the same thing. i'd rather live happily not rich.
X:...
HOliday is never relaxing for me. everyday, i went to work to do some document clippings, managing, negotiating, dealing with employees....yakz.... worse than college...lol...
everything everywhere in this small town called tarakan is pretty hectic. the stupid PON KALTIM whatever event it is keep the towns busy. i'm not gonna comment on how lame were the management for the tourism aspects in this town. this town needs a great exposure, big exposure to shine towards the nation. it might be their first time to organised this kind of event. which at the end leads to the disastrous misleading on the event.
last few days, we deal with this stupid high tourism coalition that makes most of the athletes boilt...lol... sometimes i just don't know how they think. but, i understand that cultural imperialism is something that needs time to evolve.
so far. i think i can manage..... tsk
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
morning post
its been 10 days since i left the camp. im very thankful that i managed to go even though i got exam last time. it enlightened me so much. ive become more focus and clean. normally everyday ill conduct smoke puja in the evening to make myself clean. thanks to it now i don even care when people badmouth about me. how does it so? i dont even know myself. my inner fire wouldnt even dare to flare...wakakaka. whatever it is, my point is, if people offended you, just imagine that he or she talking to another person. it doesnt matter, he or she will be tired if you ignore them. plus, you wont feel guilty, its not you whom talk bad aite....ahahaha.... just stay pure, im very sure the one above will guide you if you believe on them:)
fuuh.....2 more days to go and im off!!! yeay